I’m in this picture, but to be honest: It’s a peaceful life.
It really is.
which allows me time to heal :3
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I’ll take what I can get.
Same thing
exactly…
What’s the difference?
Wounds don’t really heal if they’re being constantly reopened / irritated. Once the source of the injury is removed, some wounds will heal with time, and others require more specialized treatment. For that latter type, the lack of constant reinjury can feel a lot like healing, but it’s not quite the same, and old injuries can flare up and/or have secondary issues down the line. Finding and healing them is a long and inconstant process that only really starts after escaping the cause of the damage. An analogy might be pulling someone out of a collapsed building, then treating them for the effects of asbestos exposure.
I was kinda shit-answering but good answer!
However I am afraid neurodivergence actually makes a difference as we re-experience our pains constantly.
It surely does, though I don’t think self-harming mental patterns are exclusive to neurodivergent folk.
Oh I wasn’t talking about self harming patterns. It’s the neurotypical harming us/me routinely.
(without evil intent but just as a result of the 99% vs 1% behavior, so it’s just normal)
Yes, but in such cases healing involves learning how to avoid some of those pains and manage and cope with the rest.
Some of us are just out of luck, there’s literally nothing.
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Thanks, however I was shit-answering but that got me to thinking… It absolutely depends.
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Ah no harm done
That’s what we’re doing today? We’re gonna fight?
Sorry if I triggered you. I hope you can find healing. 🫶
Have a friend on a ‘healing journey’ and they reading declassified MK ultra docs like its the bible. Bruh.
Like, thinking that was done to them or…
Because ngl reading those docs does sound fascinating, but not in any way healing
Like ‘If I meditate hard enough with LSD and have a goat lick my ***hole I can achieve godhood and it won’t matter that my ex cheated on me’ kinda thing.
Ah yes, the “acid and meditation will fix all my problems” instead of “acid and meditation will sit me down and force me to confront some of my problems”. Such a simple mistake but so many make it
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What if I see nothing wrong with this?
I’m too tired to give chances anymore. I just want to get high, watch my shows, play my games, read and sleep. I don’t need someone like my ex screaming at me or my old best friend deciding that after a break up the best thing to do was to try and get in my pants.
Now listen here you little shit, all some of us have is delusion
Shit toxic people say…
Am I supposed to just you know, open myself up to the species that systematically mistreated me, paint a target on my back again? Put my hand down on the stove again? After so much time looking for alternatives?
I’m not even sure what kind of people it would take for me to unclam again, what lies it would take to fool me.
U can trust me, World’s dumbest man.
But only if you pinky promise not to sell state secrets I’m going to tell you?
Of course, I wouldn’t even know where the Chinese consulate is or how to contact the intelligence officer there.
Certainly, you’re no secret…waaaaait a second…
Small consolation, maybe, but I doubt the entire species is to blame!? But I do feel you, truly, especially your last sentence.
Sharks analogy again. Not all of them will bite, but you don’t know which one will.
Wrong: the isolation also triggers me
Fuck. Ouch.
…thanks.
That’s why I just self administered CBT and dropped acid a few times
I probably should drop acid again to help internalize healing I’ve done for shit that happened since then
I didn’t know removed and ball torture was this powerful.
I’ve tried it dozens of times and it hasn’t done shit for me. I’m gonna keep trying weekly though.
