• Zentron@lemm.ee
      link
      fedilink
      English
      arrow-up
      36
      ·
      2 days ago

      To quote an old post “there must have been a second or two where it felt amazing”

      • Zikeji@programming.dev
        link
        fedilink
        English
        arrow-up
        28
        ·
        2 days ago

        I undergo weekly spinal decompression therapy. While not exactly the same as the medieval torture devices, being strapped in and having my spine pulled from both directions with 200lbs of force is pretty close.

        And yes, it feels amazing for a second or two.

          • Zikeji@programming.dev
            link
            fedilink
            English
            arrow-up
            15
            ·
            2 days ago

            In my spine my L5-S1 and L4-L5 are herniated (as of 2017, haven’t checked if any more are). Full on herniated, not bulging. It started when I was 20, and my doctor said surgery should be avoided since it could impact my quality of life significantly at my age (not that my QoL wasn’t already severely impacted). Epidurals and physical therapy didn’t help.

            Back then it wasn’t miserable 24/7 but it had it’s moments. Eventually I had an “episode” where I was bedridden in immense amounts of pain for a solid week. During that desperation I found the IDD option and started that. It was rough back then at the start. But within weeks the constant pain died down and I recovered mobility as well as my sciatica improved.

            Through… Losing a job I discovered the effects wear off after 2ish months and I start being susceptible to the episodes and random function loss again, so now I just go weekly to keep things peachy. It isn’t full recovery obviously, I still wind up in pain if I do too much with my back, even stuff as little as bending over slightly to do the dishes (because I’m tall), but it beats being disabled in constant pain… Those few episodes I’ve had haunt me. Being so helpless I couldn’t even.

            • parody@lemmings.world
              link
              fedilink
              arrow-up
              3
              ·
              2 days ago

              Noooo that sucks

              Sorry to hear overall though glad you’ve also shared the sliver of a silver lining, so you give a tidbit of hope there

              Closing with words bound to sound empty: wishing for research on this for you

              • Zikeji@programming.dev
                link
                fedilink
                English
                arrow-up
                2
                ·
                2 days ago

                Every time I recall those episodes, and the pain, it gets easier to do, emotionally.

                And theoretically I could just get it operated on - there have been improvements in the field. But the prospect of going under the knife is scary, especially in an area where one fuckup or miscalculation could lead to partial paralysis for life. Throw in a mix of abusive American healthcare and… Weekly therapy is more preferable.

              • Zikeji@programming.dev
                link
                fedilink
                English
                arrow-up
                2
                ·
                2 days ago

                No. I’ve considered it though, but I’m a tad worried it won’t make a difference considering the options I’ve seen probably don’t result in 200lbs of force being applied.

    • Catoblepas@lemmy.blahaj.zone
      link
      fedilink
      arrow-up
      13
      ·
      2 days ago

      Yeah, I was gonna say whatever is going on with his spine might be hiding a few inches. You’d be amazed how many inches you can lose to curvature without looking like Quasimodo.

      But I doubt he was ever 6’3”. That sounds like a number he picked years ago because someone he hates is 6’2”.

      • Ledericas@lemm.ee
        link
        fedilink
        English
        arrow-up
        1
        ·
        1 day ago

        i think if hes too heavy, he would break the gallows before he can get hung from it.