The reverse, actually.

I’ve since found help at an institute that specializes in my particularities, I’m happy to share.

I’m learning to be kind to myself, too. Slowly.

Do you work in that field?

In my case, they did. Yes, of course there is more context.

Had 2 psychologists refuse to work with me, after they got to know me

Stochastic parrot is a term describing your experience with AI.

I’ve an aunt like that, ready to engage in every conversation despite not understanding the topic. Regugitating whatever she saw on her tv, in her own words.

So in a sense, the current large language models do mimic some human’s behaviour.

First past the post inevitably converges to a 2 party system, with all the frustrations that brings.

You see it as well in UK, Hungary, Turkey, …

Be carefull whenever someone suggests: the prime minister/president/… should come from the biggest party. It can take a few election cycles, but it ends up with a 2 party system, as that’s the dominant strategy.

Most people don’t realise, yet so obvious

An allow list is easier than a block list

Plot twist: it was a closet gay with self-hatred!

I’ve made my own tv stand using these 3d printed corner pieces: https://www.thingiverse.com/thing:4877887/comments

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Is that a problem?

It’s not an elementary question.

Best I can guess is: plenty of people, plenty of reasons. Which is a stupid answer.

Thank you for the suggestion. I’ll look into that

I don’t know what that is. Please, tell me all about it

It’s not sufficient, but it is necessary

It certainly helps a lot!

But again, there’s something different about them. that made them different from many others from a similar start.

Wonder what it could be

You can have a phone and a vape. Double pleasure.

5-HTP serves me well. It’s got a similar serotonin impact without the tripiness of shrooms.

Shrooms are definitely dangerous, especially for people who are prone to schizophrenia I’ve read.

Personally, they made me realize my mind is capable of being content. No longer full blast, spinning plates all of the time.

That experience made me realise change is possible, and I got professional help a year later. Turns out I’ve been living in C-PTSD since I was 5.

This might be a weird one, but it is helping me a lot.

My deepest spirals into depression and alcohol abuse happen in the evening and at night.

I switched to waking up early (5am), focused on experiencing and enjoying sunrise as a kind of meditation, then going about my day. I’m off to bed by 8pm.

There’s still days where I can’t catch sleep for hours, mind racing. But hours past 8pm is still only 2am.