I remember just feeling numb like in disbelief that it was happening, I’m sure I have blocks of parts of that experience. I felt subhuman there.

At some point after returning home I just shut down, stopped communicating with anyone, and layed in bed for months.

Remember when ads were just popup banners on the bottom of the screen?

I want to go there just to get the shirt tbh

It’s not just a hospital too by the way. It was a murder short of feeling like I was in the asylum from outlast. Wailing, fighting, screaming and all other sorts of antisocial behavior, with the staff barely in control. At the least that was how it felt and being committed to that place beyond just preventing my possible suicide in the short term became a lasting traumatic experience.

this is me to a t almost

I’ve seen a big uptick in that word usage, I don’t like seeing them and use a replacing extension to intercept and censor them to a more appropriate word, while showing an asterisk so I know it was censored. Now I don’t have to see the word, but I still get to see who is being a bigoted jerk.

Edit: ya so I guess on lemmy people think it’s cool to throw ableist slurs.

Better chat models exist ^w

This one even provides sources to reference.

shitocracy, or a skatacracy if you will.

I switched over to development/experimental package repos cause I was impatient for a new feature. I switched back to prod but I didn’t revert my packages. It worked fine for a couple weeks but they eventually became to outdated and I couldn’t post.

Luckily you can use a live stick to chroot in to fix. Felt pretty cool being able to do that, but yeah it was a stupid mistake lol. And I’m always gonna have a live USB on the side just in case I do something similarly bone headed.

I’m feeling unreasonably upset at the yellow character in this one.

Well, considering I gave up 10 years of my life to be left with about 500 dollars tied up in future bills, with the promise of more work and more bills never balancing out to where I can ever save or progress further in society and enjoy life… I think I would.

I take 30-40 calls daily, before this job I would never call, now I feel very comfortable calling, but I will still never ever answer an unknown call outside of work.

Glad to know I can do anything and just say “oopsie” afterwards and you’ll be there to back me up.

I made a major mistake that bricked my system, all my fault, but I was able to plunge my arm into the smoldering pit it fell into and drag my install directly from the gates of hell. Still working great like half a year later and I now know not to do what I did before that broke it all.

eh, I don’t disagree with the assertion that hitler was not trans, but the idea that trans individuals are defined by surgical procedures is flawed. Trans people are trans people, valid regardless of medical intervention, surgical or otherwise.

I grew up with a severe hormone imbalance.

Feels a lot better when my partner grabs them tbh

It’s cereal at the exact split second moment it is perfectly in between dry and soggy.

Glory to him!

Not literal but not a joke, it is a serious phrase of figurative speech. It originates from a french revolutionary "When the people shall have nothing more to eat, they will eat the rich.” which is most likely a reference to the famous quote by the same author, ‘At length I remembered the last resort of a great princess who, when told that the peasants had no bread, replied: "Then let them eat brioches.’ — Jean-Jacques Rousseau

The rich said let them eat cake, I propose we eat the rich