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Cake day: October 7th, 2024

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  • I completely agree with you. In my case, I have agoraphobia due to issues with irritable bowel syndrome (IBS), and I can’t leave home much. When I do go out, many normal activities are impossible for me, like going for a beer - something I used to really enjoy. Because of this, some friends got tired of me. They see me as a whiner and coward, but they don’t understand how much I suffer with this.

    The new people I’ve met recently have suggested some really cool plans, but I’ve had to explain my condition to them. They seem understanding, but I’m afraid they’ll eventually grow tired of the situation. Everyday things most people take for granted - like having a job or a partner - feel completely out of reach for me right now.

    I’m trying to improve my health, but I’m not seeing any progress. I’ve thought about seeing a private doctor - I might have undiagnosed Crohn’s disease. Normally, IBS is manageable with proper diet control, but that’s not the case for me. I don’t think this level of symptoms is normal.