The only thing that keeps me from despair is organizing. Go outside and get with a group that does mutual aid, stands against ICE, helps educate people, etc.
The answer to your problem isn’t to read another book or article, its other comrades in real life!
Ok, well now you have. I used to watch Hasan, then started reading lenin. Now hear I am. He encourages people to go outside and organize, so I now spend significantly less time online. I have met many others in my org who did the same.