The Spanish Communist Party has issued a call to other communist parties in Europe to send help to deal with the floods and our party will send a brigade of volunteers soon

Another week.

Ever since the elections finished over here I am in some sort of political pause it seems. The party hasn’t really communicated something in the last few weeks and I haven’t heard from my group either. I get that in a year with two elections, who are now done, a pause was necessary but idk it’s not like things have stopped. Get back to work I’d say.

The strange thing is that I just sort of forgot too. Like, it was only last night that I thought about the party work in weeks.

In the meantime life is great actually. I finally settled in my new office and I feel really welcome. Made some new coworker friends who invite me to do stuff. Gym is going great and I am on a roll the last few weeks after working out from home for over a year. I eat healthy. Haven’t had a drink in months. I feel calm and at peace for the first time in over two years I think. I got some nice things planned.

Not really sure why I write all of this. But I guess I had to get it out somewhere. I was sitting on my couch last evening thinking about how I truly feel happy for the first time in a while and it feels nice.

Though I do hope party work starts soon.

Literally the only thing I have seen this election is ‘I’m not Trump’ or ‘I’m not Harris’. I don’t have the slightest clue what any of the candidates want to actually do.

You don’t know the things I have done to people ≖‿≖

Lmao what the fuck is this edgelord shit

I’m a bit mad they didn’t fine them a googol

Well we get those people too. Typical blue collar workers with their heart on their sleeve. I don’t really mind them, they are straightforward but friendly.

We get frustrated people too. I don’t mind them either. The system can be frustrating.

The people I talk about are just rude people. Trying to intimidatie you, yelling, physical threats, trying to get it their way by walking all over you, not listening to what you tell them, refusing to take out earphones for example.

Basically they just try to do some powerplay to stay on top of the situation. I learned quickly not to accept that because if you give them a finger they will take your hand.

It’s a bit sad because I am a naturally calm person but I find myself in dick swinging contests more often these days.

Yup. And it’s not even the standard right wing party you see all the time. These are people who are annually remembering the death of Nazis. Who don’t shy away from using a Hitler salute. Whose members time and time again get convicted for Holocaust denial, Nazism and other forms of racism. Who have armed militias themselves. They are out and proud, not just some ‘concerned right wing party’. Disgusting.

I also send them the Follow your leader 🤸🏼 meme lmao but that was okay somehow

And this is towards our clients, not my colleagues. They are nice.

It took me two months of working at one of my work’s ‘worst’ locations and I feel like I have lost all my patience with people lol. Like, manners don’t exist here. If you don’t act tough you won’t make it here. I feel like a monkey trying to fight other monkeys to stay on top of the monkey rock.

I might travel for a larger part of the year, not sure yet.

I want to continue lifting and ideally running a marathon after getting injured this year.

I also want to take the first step towards a career change. I want to become a gardener basically but for people who want to rewild their garden.

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Obviously I have heard about things like this happening to the women in my life but it was until recently that I experienced something like that myself when I saw a guy jacking off at a bus stop a girl was sitting in. It was such a surreal experience to see that happening in broad daylight in a city and I was and still am shocked honestly.

I pushed the guy and asked him wtf he was doing and he fled on his bicycle before I could do anything further.

In my life I have never had to worry about a guy jacking off while waiting for my bus. Never. The closest I got to unwanted attention was women touching me in a club or something but that’s it. If I was a women there would be no way that I’d leave the house without some kind of a weapon. That’s just the sad reality. I literally know no woman that hasn’t experienced something like you described.

I’m sorry you had to experience this. I hope the piece of shit wraps himself and his car around a tree soon.

It’s the 26th of October. It will be 21 degrees celsius here today. I’m contemplating about wearing shorts or not. But climate change is a hoax man.

Going to start a fitfluencer channel soon about how locking yourself in a freezer and eating my special bull testicles protein powder makes you an alpha male

I’ve come at a point in my life where I feel at my happiest when going to the gym a lot, eating healthy, no alcohol and enough sleep every night.

There was a point in my life at which this would seem boring as hell to me but here I am. Eat, sleep, train, spread communism, repeat.

Got back from my trip. Apparently the area I was in functions as some kind of bird sanctuary or something cause there was a ridiculous amount of them.

Also, I am now into bird watching. Sat in some bird watching houses at a lakefront and really enjoyed it. Saw a few Common Kingfishers among other special birds. Looking into getting binoculars now.

Football actually. My team is playing Paris tomorrow and I wanted to get tickets and go with some friends. Took some time off from work for it. But our away fans got banned sadly.

Going to do a solo trip for the first time in my life (I think?). It’s only two days and not even that far from where I live lol but I’m excited. I’m going to hike along a river through some valley and sleep somewhere along the way.

My relationship is fine if anybody is wondering. We were just discussing doing stuff like this alone the other day and figured I might use my days off in a good way since I’m banned from entering Paris for unrelated reasons.

Most in my city at least don’t really have that. Back in The Netherlands that was indeed the case. So the guy was standing on the sidewalk, bike just randomly parked, which is why I found it odd.