I have a feeling it could’ve been gender dysphoria. I’ve known people who did that to themselves because of penis dysphoria and they weren’t on mushrooms, it’s likely they did this to themself for similar reasons and just happened to be on mushrooms.
Yeah body horror can be very relatable in many ways, because in the same way they are turning into something unpleasant and grotesque, to many of us, our assigned sex at birth carries very similar feelings.
I’m very happy too. Though it’s hard being on DIY since I have to be careful and the changes have been slower than normal. Really wish I had been able to do it officially but I guess getting HRT without degrading yourself is too much to ask ☹️.