That’s not lewd at all! Actually, thanks, that’s really sweet of y’all 🩷
AnxiousMiisha
20Mtf 🏳️⚧️
Playing life on New Girl+
Prog addict and needle enthusiast 💉
HRT since 12.2.2026
Taken 31.3.2024
- 44 Posts
- 341 Comments
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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1·4 days agoNSFW
Yeah, that makes sense. I guess there would be lots of variation lol. I might still get there tho
Thanks for the info! Definitely not jizz, my body doesn’t produce that anymore and that’s a GOOD thing! Zero cleanup for me, only fun. Bless HRT 🩷
Thank youuu 💜
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Game recommendation (*Secret Little Haven*)English
1·4 days agoDefinitely nothing wrong with savoring it! Alex is so cute, omg I love her 😭
Jenni is definitely cool, but I think Laguna is just a tiny bit cooler. She’s got major big sister vibes 🩷
So cool, omg. She’s my favorite character fr 😭I’m glad you found this game. Hope you enjoy it at least as much as I did 💜
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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1·4 days agoNSFW
Interesting…I can’t say I’ve noticed much more fluid than pre-HRT? Definitely not just from arousal alone. Maybe I’m not aroused enough 😆
I hope this doesn’t have implications about my SRS outcome tho 😭
I’ve heard some girls do get self-lubrication and honestly, that would be kinda cool, but it’s not something I need.Either way, very interesting information! Tysm 🩷
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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1·5 days agoOh god…
That really does look a bit retro 😆I’ve heard of ICQ, but I’ve never actually used it myself. The UI is…definitely interesting 😂
I was living as male back then but had a name ending with the letter “a”, resulting in a constant barrage of “Hey girl, would you like to chat?” messages because people would just look for assumed females and hope to marry someone from the west.
This might be cynical of me…but damn is it depressing that even back then, people did shit like that online.
sigh
This society we live in…it does NOT give me hope 😭I’m sorry, I guess I’m just not that much of a computer history nerd. You sound quite passionate about it tho, and I’m glad it’s interesting to you 💜
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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3·5 days ago🥺
You’re being way too tolerant of my shenanigans 😭Tysm tho 🩷
There’s like no way in hell I’m stopping 😂
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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5·5 days agoIt was quite something. Can’t wait for my next one, lol.
next step is learning how to chain together multiple in a row :3
Don’t tempt me, or I’ll spend my entire day pleasuring myself 😭. I swear, I’m capable of doing that…
I honestly…can’t even begin to imagine how good that would feel tho. I’ve had “multiple orgasms” before, but they were kinda like my pre-HRT ones. I guess I just forced another one. Strangely enough, the second one was stronger.
NSFW, TMI
And also there was a bit of clear fluid after the second one (ew)
It still took like 15 minutes after the first one tho, so it wasn’t really “chaining”.
Having multiple of these in short succession tho? Damn. I need that in my life 😆
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Game recommendation (*Secret Little Haven*)English
2·5 days agoI think I added a link to my post. Thanks tho!
The more links, the better 😆
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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1·5 days agoWait why does that game sounds familiar… I’ll have to check out later ₍^. .^₎⟆
The source code is available and it’s not too hard to compile (Java program), but if you’d like, I can send you an already-built JAR file 😄
Of course, only if you trust me, that isAh the shaking ! I love it!
The shaking honestly surprised me in the best of ways. It was just…involuntary, but absolutely pleasurable. Holy shit, I love E 🩷
Whenever consent is not 100% sure, don’t!
Can’t agree with that statement enough, omg
I don’t even know if that much prog is recommended?
Probably not tbh. My prog levels are about 175ng/ml, which is like…third trimester level? But I feel amazing and that’s all that matters to me.
But oral progesterone effects is coming back for me now when I need now. Feeling groggy a bit after taking 200mg but at least it calms if I need during an evening.
Oral prog definitely does that…but you don’t get much prog in your blood that way. I’d definitely try the other way, if I were you! Just saying, the way to get proper prog levels is by boofing it 😆
I don’t care about oversharing honestly and probably am because you do 😄
Honestly? I’m really glad 🩷
Some people treat oversharing like a terrible thing but…I guess I just don’t see the issue. But then again, I’m weird 😂
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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1·5 days agoDamn, sounds like you two are having fun 😆
So happy you have such a nice relationship ❤️It was like waves crashing around in my body and occasionally converging back together to almost cause another orgasm??
Yeah, actually! I felt something like that. I almost thought I was gonna finish again, lol.
Honestly, not complaining in the slightest 😄
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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2·5 days agoYeah, that was…really dumb of me, actually
Your transmasc memes are kinda fire tho! ♥️
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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1·5 days agoOh that’s…quite some time already. Definitely do try prog! I can only recommend it…
I’m sorry about the libido tho…I know it suits some people, to have no libido, but…I mean it’s nice, I guess?
I’ve also heard of people’s libidos returning years later…so not all is lost!I’m so sorry for freaking out about assuming your gender 😭
I’m actually supposed to be doing something right now, but I’m posting on Lemmy instead, so I’m a bit anxious and jumpy. Sorry!
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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5·5 days agoYes, prog is a must-have!
I haven’t gotten it yet but the ‘guilt’ and ‘shame’ def also disappeared for me (alongside with libido)!
I’m so sorry to hear that 😭
How long are you on HRT? It’ll definitely come back, but the in-between phase sucks. Don’t worry girlie, just give it some time 🩷
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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14·5 days agoAnd then she hit Post…describing this part of her life… 🤦♀️
Just ban me at this point, I’ll totally get it. I’m so sorry girls 😭
Thank you 🥺
I’m trying…and failing miserably, lol
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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2·6 days agoNp :D
That definitely would be a funny way for them to find out, hihi 🩷
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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1·6 days agoI can’t recommend it enough :3
Not sure about the chat program…as I said, I was born a bit later, but it somehow still made me feel nostalgic. I didn’t read that deeply into it, sorry
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
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2·6 days agoCheck it out! Nostalgia is really nice!
Sometimes I wish I knew sooner that I was trans but at the same time what would have been the outcome before… because of the bigger struggle / transphobia and health specialist would probably even worse and would still label this as a mental illness
Sis, I get it 🫂
Not starting sooner is my biggest regret in life, and I know I’m not the only one. But…my life would have taken a completely different turn. I probably wouldn’t have met my bf or the amazing people of Lemmy.
Don’t worry. It’ll all be okay. We’ll figure it out ❤️

Honestly, same! Butt is good 😆